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- Dec 25, 1990
- United States
- Deviant for 17 years
- He / Him
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Current Residence: You know that hobo you always pass but never give money to...yeah, thanks!
Favourite genre of music: Ska, punk
Operating System: Tired chinese children on wheels
Shell of choice: The round ones with the little stars in the middle...sand dollars, yeah!
Skin of choice: what I'm wearing now will do
Favourite cartoon character: Calvin & Hobbes!!!!!!!!
Favourite genre of music: Ska, punk
Operating System: Tired chinese children on wheels
Shell of choice: The round ones with the little stars in the middle...sand dollars, yeah!
Skin of choice: what I'm wearing now will do
Favourite cartoon character: Calvin & Hobbes!!!!!!!!
Favourite Movies
V...no contest
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Streetlight Manifesto
Favourite Writers
J.D. Salinger
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Hating you
Doing this pains me
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You know how these chain things work...
.:Fire:.
[x]You have a short temper.
[x]You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[]You are very competitive.
[x]You like to play with fire.
[]You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x]You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[]You often lose control over yourself.
[x]You can be quite reckless.
[x]You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x]People have often called you insane.
Total: 7
.:WATER:.
[]You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x]You like to go to the beach.
[x]You rarely get angry.
[x]When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[]
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NACH DEUTSCHLAND!!!
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Roight. Well. I'm going to Germany today. Seriously. I'm leaving in like an hour or two. My first goal is to get drunk on the plane. Hopefully they'll operate by Germany's drinking laws once we're out of US airspace. My second goal is to successfully navigate the Munich public transit system to find a hotel I'm not sure exists. After THAT, hopefully I can go to a bar where people are still pumped about the Germans kicking Argentina's ass.
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Listed MIA
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I ran away last night. Like actually did it. And I was kinda proud of myself, so I thought hey, why not brag about it. Me and my parents got in a fight about what I should tell my lawyer and my dad said I wasn't sorry at all for the shit I had done and then started talking about disowning me; openly. So I threw my knife at the wall and started walking. There actually is a whole shopping center not too far from my house so I went there. Got a sandwich at subway, then walked around target for a while. I talked to one guy there about this bad call an umpire made on a Detroit Tigers game yesterday, then the store closed and I walked to this hotel
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In response to my poem that I didn't respond to there, due to the fact that I don't want people knowing exactly what it's about:
Nevermind. Actually, I quit acid. I quit everything. Drugs have no appeal to me anymore. Living in a dream isn't my thing. Maybe it'll destroy my writing, my muse. Maybe a new, better muse will come. Either way, I'm happy to be in control of myself now. In retrospect, though I enjoyed letting something else take control of me, I much prefer being in complete control of myself... It's more freedom. I only find drugs appealing when I find myself in those nihilistic moods I swing into once in a while.
I still drink somewhat, though. Nothing heavy. My only vice is cigarette-smoking. Haha. Not too bad.
We should catch up sometime. I've changed a lot. I've also been reminiscing about the days you, Tre, Alvaro, and I used to spend together, fucking around and causing trouble, being teenagers and whatnot. I don't have any of that anymore. I do miss it a whole lot. It's a shame that I never come into contact with any of you anymore.
Nevermind. Actually, I quit acid. I quit everything. Drugs have no appeal to me anymore. Living in a dream isn't my thing. Maybe it'll destroy my writing, my muse. Maybe a new, better muse will come. Either way, I'm happy to be in control of myself now. In retrospect, though I enjoyed letting something else take control of me, I much prefer being in complete control of myself... It's more freedom. I only find drugs appealing when I find myself in those nihilistic moods I swing into once in a while.
I still drink somewhat, though. Nothing heavy. My only vice is cigarette-smoking. Haha. Not too bad.
We should catch up sometime. I've changed a lot. I've also been reminiscing about the days you, Tre, Alvaro, and I used to spend together, fucking around and causing trouble, being teenagers and whatnot. I don't have any of that anymore. I do miss it a whole lot. It's a shame that I never come into contact with any of you anymore.
That's really mature of you. Quitting and everything, I mean. Everybody's changed a lot since then. I still love causin me some trouble, but I can't say I miss those days too much. But that's probably because I still have all the good parts. Hani actually stopped by on christmas eve and we took photos of this abandoned house by where I live. I'm pretty sure Tre's coming over tomorrow too.
And you're right. I think it'd be good to catch up.
And you're right. I think it'd be good to catch up.
I guess. It wasn't my idea at all. It took four months of pure hell, fighting with my boyfriend over everything-- we've been together for over eight months now. Oh yeah, it's crazy how much I've changed, I can't imagine how much you all have too. I'm not sure I miss them TOO much either, but I do miss certain times. I still remember one time when I was at Alvaro's house; one time when we were all at your house, and we walked the railroad track (I think about that event a whole lot, actually); the one time at Tre's house for ShamFest; and the one time Alvaro came back from Spain and we were all at your house. All those events also had a whole lot of emotional baggage with it, which I hate and still feel. It could have been so much better-- but alas, it's the past, and there's nothing to do but forget it.
Oh man, I was talking about Hani a few days ago, actually-- how I was supposed to be a gothic model for him and Tyler Solley for a shoot my freshman year. It never happened, which made me sad. How is Hani? Not that there was room for improvement, but has he gotten any better? Is he professional? Tell Tre I said hi. I feel I haven't talked to him in ages and it's been far too long. I think he's moved on already. I'm happy for him, as long as he's happy.
It would be. I'm slightly disheartened that I can't talk to Alvaro anymore. I would like to-- though the risk is too high that my feelings for him would come back (which is precisely why my boyfriend doesn't want me talking to him at all). Oh well. I hope he didn't take it badly (though I doubt he did).
How have YOU been though? Any jobs? What are you majoring in now?
Oh man, I was talking about Hani a few days ago, actually-- how I was supposed to be a gothic model for him and Tyler Solley for a shoot my freshman year. It never happened, which made me sad. How is Hani? Not that there was room for improvement, but has he gotten any better? Is he professional? Tell Tre I said hi. I feel I haven't talked to him in ages and it's been far too long. I think he's moved on already. I'm happy for him, as long as he's happy.
It would be. I'm slightly disheartened that I can't talk to Alvaro anymore. I would like to-- though the risk is too high that my feelings for him would come back (which is precisely why my boyfriend doesn't want me talking to him at all). Oh well. I hope he didn't take it badly (though I doubt he did).
How have YOU been though? Any jobs? What are you majoring in now?
I agree. About the emotional baggage and all that. And you're right, it could've been a lot better. I can see how much I've grown up between now and then. What's more important is probably I can see how immature and naive I used to be. But the past is past as you said.
Hani's doing well. The professional art world is really strange. Hani's into something called metaphotography now, which is really just a stupid fancy word for taking a picture of another picture. Well, it's not quite that simple but it's difficult to explain. Tre has his own life in TN now, yeah. He joined a fraternity. I think he's happy but is a little upset at what that cost him.
I'VE been great. The happiest I've been in ages. Employment? Haha no. I'll get a photo gig here and there. But mostly I'm just planning to be a starving artist, one of my friends does a lot of work with local bands (I can get into the 9:30 club for free sometimes) so I keep trying to whore my camera out to the underground. (So far no luck) And I'm still majoring in art.
Hani's doing well. The professional art world is really strange. Hani's into something called metaphotography now, which is really just a stupid fancy word for taking a picture of another picture. Well, it's not quite that simple but it's difficult to explain. Tre has his own life in TN now, yeah. He joined a fraternity. I think he's happy but is a little upset at what that cost him.
I'VE been great. The happiest I've been in ages. Employment? Haha no. I'll get a photo gig here and there. But mostly I'm just planning to be a starving artist, one of my friends does a lot of work with local bands (I can get into the 9:30 club for free sometimes) so I keep trying to whore my camera out to the underground. (So far no luck) And I'm still majoring in art.
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'ello there.
'ow's it goin?
Eh, es geht. Und dir?